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MY ANGEL




The walls crumble in the heart of all men in the living in a hardy age I learn that there are many things I do not yet
know about this world and even though we have our own way of doing things we have unique  ways of getting around we have
our own forms of transportation which was strange to me how we have come so far as people the things we have made much progress
in this day and age we even have hard holograms that are almost like us you can actually feel them there are many places in the city  
I live in and there are times when you can get lost even though you know your way around it’s a hard life when people pick on you every
day but sometimes there can also be times when your protected by someone who’s after your heart there has been a few times that has happened
though I think she does it just to see my face turn red she always embarrasses the heck out of me and I think she likes to see me squirm you would
think I would ask her out but I would get way too embarrassed her name was Kate for starters she has the most beautiful smile I don’t have a home to go
to she knows this she has given  me a place to stay at here place and I feel like I’m a burden I just don’t feel right I feel as if she puts herself at risk
just to protect me She is  just plain cute  she embarrasses me so bad when she whispers love quotes in my ear teasing me I get so many butterflies
in my stomach it’s not even funny I would ask her out but that’s way too embarrassing There are so many things I don't know
about her and want to know about her yet I don’t even have the courage to ask myself I feel like such a dork because every time
I try to ask my face is beat red at least I know my hearts in the right place In My Head I want her My heart all for her and
I cant stop thinking about her shes everything to me i just want to be with her then I will have found my one true love
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"I couldn't believe in anything, and closed my ears.
When I met you, I found my true place in life...
An innocent kindness right here; in that particular instant you changed the world:
"However cruel the mirrors of sin, remember beauty is found within..."


Everyday has its own purpose having to get by and live with what that purpose stands for thats another case altogether hi I am  going to tell you a story about how things can go wrong even when you have the best of days. It was a hot summers day I was all excited cause my mom was going shopping today and was going to let me stay home alone only this wouldn't be any ordinary shopping trip I had no idea that my own mom that day when she went shopping she would  wind up missing  I thought this would be a day for me to have fun  and she would be  right  
back well anyway moving ahead I waited and waited then bedtime came I was 8 years old  and sleeping without a goodnight kiss was  not the best thing in the would I wanted my mom and things only got worst the next day I called the police and I just about had a come apart apparently she never even got to her van yesterday she was taken by someone wearing a mask in a  black suit with a gun to her head in a black mustang apparently some of the neighbors saw it but didnt want to risk getting her shot trying to rescue her and the police were  in the process of an investigation at the moment things were getting from bad to wrost plioce  were asking me if i had any relitives to stay with untill this blew over at the time i wasnt skeptical thinking of all the things that could happen between here then and now i gave them a list iof relitives and they sent me to my aunt lindas i didnt want to see my mom dead and trusted the police to get her back safe 
i had no idea what else could happen as it turned out when i got to aunt lindas i auctully saw mom there i forgot yesterday was her birthday
I felt terrable there the gun he had with him was made of plastic and when i asked her about it she also said that i always wanted to  have extra time by myself i about died and ran up to her and gave her a big hug crying she also said the police knew about this but didnt let on because  her aunt explained everything saying that i had said i wanted to see what it was like to be independent  I simply told her that there was nothing good about being independent without her



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Devious Journal Entry

4 min read
"I couldn't believe in anything, and closed my ears.
When I met you, I found my true place in life...
An innocent kindness right here; in that particular instant you changed the world:
"However cruel the mirrors of sin, remember beauty is found within..."


Everyday has its own purpose having to get by and live with what that purpose stands for thats another case altogether hi I am  going to tell you a story about how things can go wrong even when you have the best of days. It was a hot summers day I was all excited cause my mom was going shopping today and was going to let me stay home alone only this wouldn't be any ordinary shopping trip I had no idea that my own mom that day when she went shopping she would  wind up missing  I thought this would be a day for me to have fun  and she would be  right  
back well anyway moving ahead I waited and waited then bedtime came I was 8 years old  and sleeping without a goodnight kiss was  not the best thing in the would I wanted my mom and things only got worst the next day I called the police and I just about had a come apart apparently she never even got to her van yesterday she was taken by someone wearing a mask in a  black suit with a gun to her head in a black mustang apparently some of the neighbors saw it but didnt want to risk getting her shot trying to rescue her and the police were  in the process of an investigation at the moment things were getting from bad to wrost police were asking me if i had any relitives to stay with untill this blew over for the time being i was skeptical thinking of all the things that could happen i thought i would get in the way if i stayed  i gave them a list of relitives and they sent me to my aunt lindas i didnt want to see my mom dead and trusted the police to get her back safe and i had no idea what else could happen as it turned out when i got to aunt lindas i auctully saw mom there i forgot yesterday was her birthday
I felt terrable there the gun he had with him was made of plastic and when i asked her about it she also said that i always wanted to  have extra time by myself i about died and ran up to her and gave her a big hug crying she also said the police knew about this but didnt let on because  her aunt explained everything saying that i had said i wanted you to see what it was like to be independent  I simply told her that there was nothing good about being independent without her she says listen your only 8 there will come a day when i will no longer be of this world this is your first step to be ready for when that day accaully arives none of us live forever i should know my parent passed away when i was little
i know you love me but when that day comes i want you to start visiting my grave it would make me happy to know you still love me
lets go home your birthdays the day after mine correct



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Devious Journal Entry

4 min read
"I couldn't believe in anything, and closed my ears.
When I met you, I found my true place in life...
An innocent kindness right here; in that particular instant you changed the world:
"However cruel the mirrors of sin, remember beauty is found within..."


Everyday has its own purpose having to get by and live with what that purpose stands for thats another case altogether hi I am  going to tell you a story about how things can go wrong even when you have the best of days. It was a hot summers day I was all excited cause my mom was going shopping today and was going to let me stay home alone only this wouldn't be any ordinary shopping trip I had no idea that my own mom that day when she went shopping she would  wind up missing  I thought this would be a day for me to have fun  and she would be  right  
back well anyway moving ahead I waited and waited then bedtime came I was 8 years old  and sleeping without a goodnight kiss was  not the best thing in the would I wanted my mom and things only got worst the next day I called the police and I just about had a come apart apparently she never even got to her van yesterday she was taken by someone wearing a mask in a  black suit with a gun to her head in a black mustang apparently some of the neighbors saw it but didnt want to risk getting her shot trying to rescue her and the police were  in the process of an investigation at the moment things were getting from bad to wrost plioce  were asking me if i had any relitives to stay with untill this blew over at the time i wasnt skeptical thinking of all the things that could happen between here then and now i gave them a list iof relitives and they sent me to my aunt lindas i didnt want to see my mom dead and trusted the police to get her back safe 
i had no idea what else could happen as it turned out when i got to aunt lindas i auctully saw mom there i forgot yesterday was her birthday
I felt terrable there the gun he had with him was made of plastic and when i asked her about it she also said that i always wanted to  have extra time by myself i about died and ran up to her and gave her a big hug crying she also said the police knew about this but didnt let on because  her aunt explained everything saying that i had said i wanted to see what it was like to be independent  I simply told her that there was nothing good about being independent without her



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Devious Journal Entry

4 min read
"I couldn't believe in anything, and closed my ears.
When I met you, I found my true place in life...
An innocent kindness right here; in that particular instant you changed the world:
"However cruel the mirrors of sin, remember beauty is found within..."


Everyday has its own purpose having to get by and live with what that purpose stands for thats another case altogether hi I am  going to tell you a story about how things can go wrong even when you have the best of days. It was a hot summers day I was all excited cause my mom was going shopping today and was going to let me stay home alone only this wouldn't be any ordinary shopping trip I had no idea that my own mom that day when she went shopping she would  wind up missing  I thought this would be a day for me to have fun  and she would be  right  
back well anyway moving ahead I waited and waited then bedtime came I was 8 years old  and sleeping without a goodnight kiss was  not the best thing in the would I wanted my mom and things only got worst the next day I called the police and I just about had a come apart apparently she never even got to her van yesterday she was taken by someone wearing a mask in a  black suit with a gun to her head in a black mustang apparently some of the neighbors saw it but didnt want to risk getting her shot trying to rescue her and the police were  in the process of an investigation at the moment things were getting from bad to wrost plioce  were asking me if i had any relitives to stay with untill this blew over at the time i wasnt skeptical thinking of all the things that could happen between here then and now i gave them a list iof relitives and they sent me to my aunt lindas i didnt want to see my mom dead and trusted the police to get her back safe 
i had no idea what else could happen as it turned out when i got to aunt lindas i auctully saw mom there i forgot yesterday was her birthday
I felt terrable there the gun he had with him was made of plastic and when i asked her about it she also said that i always wanted to  have extra time by myself i about died and ran up to her and gave her a big hug crying she also said the police knew about this but didnt let on because  her aunt explained everything saying that i had said i wanted to see what it was like to be independent  I simply told her that there was nothing good about being independent without her



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